Pick a Pile #1 - What do you wanna hear

So, I wanted to give "pick a pile" a try. At first, I was doing this just for myself, asking the spirits and the universe to give me the message I needed to hear. but then I thought, why not try it for others too? This is for anyone who might still be in a dilemma or going through a tough situation and just needs some reassurance.

For this reading, I'll be using the Shamanic Healing Oracle deck and the Occult Tarot deck. I've been wanting to use my Occult deck for a while now, and I think it's perfect for this sessio! its demonic imagery might reveal some hidden messages! And as usual, I'm pairing it with the Shamanic Healing deck, since I feel its imagery fits well with this session too. I'm also adding three stones for extra clarity and energy!

Okay, let's get started~ feel free to pick the pile that resonates with you the most!

 

Amethyst 

Okay, this pile seems intense, but don't fret — it's just giving you a warning. This seems to be for someone who may or may not know their own ''truth'', whether it comes from within or from external sources. You're suppressing it, and your unbalanced lifestyle or emotions might be affecting the way you perceive that truth.

For your inner self, Focalor is telling you to get a grip and stop limiting yourself, or else you're only hurting yourself. Sabnock is telling you that if you manage to overcome your own limitations, you can free yourself and reconcile with your wounds. And what does the Truth mean here? You can only know the truth once you manage to move on from your inner struggle with Movement into Balance suggesting that you step out of your unbalanced lifestyle and learn to find equilibrium. Shax will assure you that he'll reveal the secret once you're ready to move past the emotional withdrawal and self-imposed restrictions that are preventing you from seeing the Truth.

This truth can be anything: it could be something material (like a money or health issue) or a conflict you're currently involved in. Overall, this spread is telling you not to suppress it, even if it hurts, because doing so will open up more opportunities and free you from stagnation.

 

Lapis Lazuli 

Actually, this is the pile I'd choose for myself, because the energy is just vibing with me, but I'll try to read it for anyone who resonates with it! This spread is basically all about letting go of "baggage" so you can see the light of a brand new day, and there's also a lot about finances.

Alright, Amduscias is saying you're more than capable of being self-sufficient and financially independent. However, Gamigin is basically warning you that if you aren't careful, you'll face financial insecurity — which is why Astaroth is advising you to be responsible with your finances. I think this financial issue might be our "baggage" in this reading. maybe you're in debt, jobless, part of the sandwich generation, etc, and that's why we need to find a way to move past this baggage so we can have a better day ahead.

Be responsible with your money, think carefully about how you spend it, and seek help if you feel like you're alone in this.

 

Clear Quartz

Alright, it seems this spread is very fateful, by fateful, I mean there's something from the universe at play here that you cannot control, a.k.a. your destiny. Now, I don't know what kind of situation you guys are in, but don't rush things, and stop overthinking your past decisions or situation, this isn't your fault.

Beelzebub advises you to trust your own intuition and gut instincts rather than looking for clear, external answers. Stolas is saying the same thing just embrace your emotions and intuition! Don't worry, everything will work out in the end, because Valac assures you that everything is already in motion. Even if it's beyond your control, everything will work out, even if the parts stemming from past bad decisions. Trust the process, believe in your own destiny, and have faith in yourself.